Hi Mum.... I know you can't really hear me or read what I’m writing (I really wish I could be proved wrong) and that a page like this is more for me to have somewhere to come to talk to you, but i wish i could share some my news with you and get a response. I wish i could show you my new house & tell you about my new Job & my college course... i think you'd be really proud. I’m finally getting to where I want to be. I wish we could have one of our parties and get drunk and silly together. It feels that even with everything going so well, life has become somewhat tainted now that you are gone. I miss your… I miss your everything so very much. I love you truly madly deeply - always, your Lamb chop xx